Red High Heels Blog

“All those games you tried to play, well they aren`t going to work on me now. I put up a barbed wire fence around my heart, baby, just to keep you out. Well you thought I’d wait around forever, but baby get real. I just kicked you to the curb in my red high heels.” I heard this song the other day on the radio and started thinking about the billions of issues which I spend hours, days, weeks, months, and even years trying to find solutions for. After this unknown time period, I finally realize the only way is God. He solves all my problems, and I normally don’t have to think twice about it because He is the person whom I live for and then I begin, once again, living my life the way God desires. Friends come and go, and boys come and go, and then BOOM, another problem: Homework. I’m struggling in school and I am not getting my homework done on time, let alone finished. I feel like I’m alone; I am depressed; I wouldn’t mind crawling in my bed and sleeping my life away. After a week or so of isolating myself from the world and trying to catch up on my homework, I hear a hopeful sermon or read a motivating poem about God, and I slowly start to remember that God is the way and the only way. And then I wonder how I could have gotten so lost and become so distant from Him in the first place. I have come to accept the fact that this is God’s way of challenging my love and respect for Him, and my only option is to stay away from Him as little as possible. From now on, I will definitely listen to this song whenever I am stressed or depressed because I know it will remind me of all the love I have for God and all the problems he has solved so that I could live for him and not for anyone else.